reaching out

Lord,

After a very fruitful hanging out with my friends out in Berkeley yesterday they've hammered in some sense in my head. WRITE TO THE PASTOR. Not just any pastor, the head pastor. They say what I'm going through isn't something that I should be going through alone especially in my condition. At least when I had cancer Ryan was there. Now I'm unemployed, homeless, extra handicap, no Ryan, and I'm working uber hard with the county to get medical care and a roof over my head.

Jesus I like finding comfort with you and from my few entries in tihs blog... I now have documentation to remind me that you can and have helped.

Right now, I will try the suggestion of my Christian friends.


Thanks:

Lord,

Thank you for getting me through the barely prepared speech and although I didn't win, I also need to know that I was going against with years of experience more than me and that the purposes of her speech are a bit more difficult than mine. I believe she was supposed to have 4 more minutes than me and a Q&A session.

I've survived and will have 3 more speeches to give if I want to participate in the International speech competition on March 18th at the walmart.com office in Brisbane. "IF."

Like those quotes there. I am saying "IF" all depending on the status of my health. I know that you know where I am in that regard and that I am trying for the life of me to get this handled the only ways I know how. #1 pray to YOU for help and #2 getting the doctors and pharmaceuticals to take care of me.

Thank you for getting what seemed impossible to happen for me. I really appreciate it.

I love you,

Anita

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Prayer:

Please watch over me Lord.

Love,

Anita