what next?

Lord Our Father,

Thank you for everything you have done for me, laid out for me, and will be doing for me in the future. I know that you have everything planned with the best of intentions in mind; however, most likely because I'm human, I am curious as to how this mess I'm currently living in can help me or others in the long run.

I do like how you've brought me back to the church, great job with waiting for several years before trying to bring me back again. It was a nice touch and quite a feat from the view of an earthly child. You got the man I love and myself to stop going to the clubs that we enjoyed dancing to 3-4 times a week. You are great in all your ways and that definitely includes your creativity.

I am sorry for all my trespasses, the ones I knew of yet still committed. Please help me with apologies to those that I've harmed. I do admit, that's part of the reason to take Toastmasters and practice. I believe that the stress behind an apology would equate to the stress of public speaking for some others, I think.

Lord, thank you for spending time with me and for touching my heart during worship. Do you think you can tone down the waterworks while I'm worshiping in choir? All the tears and sniffling make it hard for me to sing for you.

Thank you God,

Love,

Anita